My MAMA.. Riaw ak Ningkang...She is my hero.. My smile just like u , mama..



And this is my word for my indai..(mama)

20 yrs ago

- Mama ka ngau? My mama said i can't left behind smpi kn msk tandas pun mau ikut. Tyme 2 kena bw msk smata2 takut mama kena culik oleh lubang tandas

- Eee.. Sun nya.. Mama ckp moon nya.Tyme 2 tgh berdebat pasal alam semula jadi... Moon yg bersinar tp Sun yg dpt nama.. hahaha

-Mama ka ngau keja?? Uli? Papa always told me that mama went to work for bought yr milk n pampers. Mcm faham lh tyme 2..

-Mama nangis tgk ku kena jahit d dahi.. Noty sgt..

-Mama cyg dlu b4 tdo...

-Mama ku engai tdo kdri.. Takut ku.. Bc Nunun..

-N mcm2 gk kerenah ku tyme iya..

10 yrs ago

-Mama msk sedap2 utk bekalan tuition.. (Dasar memilih)

-Mama bli lh bj sukan ku br.. Urg len bc jenama empu

-Mama dtg support ku k??

-Mama ku menang td tyme lari , tyme pidato,tyme bercerita n etc ( My Forever Supporter)

-Kdg2 ku degil smpi lawan ckp mama..

-Tyme operate Appendix, Mama d tepi ku.. I can felt yr hand hold me until the end..

Enda uli ku nganti nuan ari semua kenangan ku ngau nuan ,indai.. Tajak ku jauh ari mata nuan diatu ku agi berasai nuan empu sayau ka ku..Terima kaseh mama

Special song for u!!!


Mama lyrics

[Verse 1]
Mama thank you for who I am
Thank you for all the things I'm not
Forgive me for the words unsaid
For the times
I forgot

[Verse 2]
Mama remember all my life
You showed me love,You sacrificed
Think of those young and early days
How I've changed
along the way

[Bridge]
And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
I miss you, I miss you

[Verse 3]
Mama forgive the times you cried
Forgive me for not making right
All of the storms I may have caused
And I've been wrong
Dry your eyes

[Bridge]

[Verse 4]
Mama I hope this makes you smile
I hope you're happy with my life
At peace with every choice I made
How I've changed
Along the way
And I know you believed in all of my dreams
And I owe it all to you, Mama
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Dunia berakhir??

Hye . happy holiday to all my frens.. I'll coming home this Gawai. Jauh terpesong dari matlamat sbnr ..hahha..actually gone sumthing happen 3 days ago.. before nie mau stay d utm berkhidmat utk negara dalam palapes tp sma benda dh trjdi apa boleh bt. Last Monday just like same day with the traning in ROTU... Pagi bt PT( Early Morning Exercise) Jogging smbil nyanyi .Penat tp boleh mmantapkn vokal ..hahaha Kelainan ckit pagi tu, kna torture btl2 bah.. Mula lh tlg blkg sy meragam.. trasa mcm besi berkarat berselisih.. Ceh xda lh ..umpama jak.. yg penting jgn tunjuk muka manja dpn senior yg mcm janik tupi (babi).. bh terus kn lh tyme 2.. Ego msh tinggi tyme 2 mau bt sma yg lasak2.. then smpi satu tahap kaki sy kejang. Ouch... Terus sabby ( Lt Muda) Oi kmu blh bt ker? Nk sy tendang belakang awak!!! Ahhh ..Rilex Step.. tp hujan semula jadi tiba2 gugur d tanah tercinta... nangis sbnrnya.. Ah x thn sakit tyme 2. Trs diurg suruh sy brhenti n duduk d tepi..On the spot htr ke PK.. N finally dsahkn SLIP DISC.. Bermakna x blh bt kerja2 berat. Klu blh jgn jd active lg.. PS ckp sy terpaksa quitkn awak sbb mslh kesihatan. Terasa Dunia dh berakhir bla kau putus kn Opps salah bila sy trpksa terima sma nie pd masa sma sy byk bjr psl navy. Bjr menembak , perang, berenang,kapal , n plg penting intake sy (INTAKE 16) We like sisters. I will miss them so much . Pgalaman sy dgn korg sgt best terutma masa d ekspedisi.tyme sy lompat n beguling.. kna puji tyme 2 mcm komando tp pyamaran yg x berkesan..hahahha

Kpd yg ber sport sna jaga2 lh kesihatan anda..Anang mengemeli kn diri . End of my story

Ada reason sma ni berlaku. Okay next sem sy x bz d hari Sabtu. Meeting ICG pun sy x kn datang bw bau peluh ku lg ( Herry complain ni) X kn jd burn. Ada masa dgn kwn. The most important is I try to accept myself nw.. mcm kes sy klu sy aktif lg myb will be paralysis half body. itu yg dr cakap. God give me strength to increase my spirit. Amen .

CONFRIMATION DAY EASTER 2009

5 years I wait this moment as this was the day I will be a Adult Christian.Thank to Bro Alvin as he was our teacher for 6 month...Back to SUNDAY SCHOOL.. Together with me my dear fren, Giny , Bet, Cam ,Maureen ,Lihan Karl n Fabian receive this sacrament of confrimation.. ( tiket mau kawin nie.. hahha just kidding) but truely this is my continues journey with Jesus..